Love-Greater-Than-Fear-mailer-frontLove casts out all fear.  Whenever we are afraid to continue our journey because of the different circumstances that pull us down and shaken our faith let us not panic.  Put on the armor of love into our lives.  We are loved by the One who is above us, merciful, and compassionate, so do not let our hearts be tremble.  These are the words of encouragement that I always entertain into my mind whenever I am being overcast by fear.  Fear really hinders me to see love as a protection and a consolation for my shortcomings and brokenness in life.  It’s really hard to move on in life when there’s fear.  To be true in your self is something burdensome when fear overwhelms you.  From this so called “horrifying conquerors” of life, I realized the significant value of love.  Love may be demanding for some, but it is always the best remedy for a fearful heart.  Love recognizes the beauty of courage and uplifts the brokenness inside of our hearts.  When love seems too hard to find and reach, I cannot but not to give up finding and reaching it because I believe love saves.  When there’s love, there’s nothing to be feared of.  Everything will be alright when we consider love as the sole reason of our daily struggles in life.  Why let our hearts be troubled when love is greater than fear?  Hence, life is full of goodness and glad tidings when love is the cause of our perseverance and courage here on earth.

My Experience as a “WIMPY” blogger (Part 6)

Bored-ImageDays have passed and I am still in difficulty to produce something catchy, inspiring, and entertaining for my blog.  So, I feel so bored today as I really try to be consistent in updating my blog.  As I really felt down and tardy today, I fall down on my knees and pray in front of the crucifix.  This is what I prayed to the Lord:

Lord, I would like to write something on my blog, but I don’t know what I should write.  It seems I am not inspired and my mind does not produce insightful thoughts that are intended for inspiring my readers and praising you.  I asked myself; Is this a manifestation that words are insufficient to describe how immense is Your love for me and for those who long for it?  Truly enough, words are insufficient for me to describe and to feel the intensity of Your love.  Truly enough, words fly but Your love remains the same.

Lord, I have a dream, i.e. to inspire and motivate people through my insights, writings, and speeches.  But, I admit, I am incapable on these things.  My insights are not appealing to the people because it sounds ordinary and intriguing especially when it pertains to my identity and personality.  I am not a good writer, because my mind and my hands are too clumsy.  I am not a good speaker because I have a stage-fright and I am not also appealing to the audience.  Lord, even though I don’t have the guts and I am incapable to motivate and inspire people through my insights, writings, and speeches; please help me to attain those aspirations of mine.  Lord, I see myself as a motivational speaker and writer someday, but fear hinders me to chase and to fulfill these dreams.  Lord, take me out from this fear and boredom, so that I may attain these longings of my heart.  May you also enlighten my heart and mind, so that through the gifts that I am longing, I may be able to love you all the more and all of my being.  Lord, if it’s your will, THY WILL BE DONE. Amen.

Sounds sloppy right!  Actually, for me it sounds romantic because this is how I love the Lord; i.e. being sincere and honest about what I feel, what’s on my mind, and what’s happening to me in front of Him.

My Experience as a “WIMPY” blogger (Part 5)

WimpyI have spent many years already in blogging but until now I am not gaining something.  I envy those who truly succeed in their blogging career simply because they have the means to be more consistent and competitive in this activity.  Actually, my wish is that my blog site will be independent in WordPress and make it as my own website in order to gain something for my write-ups which I really thought, reflected, and wrote painstakingly.  Upon looking forward and hoping for my impossible dream in blogging industry, I realized something which opened my eyes and broke my heart into tears of joy and contentment.

As I went through customizing my blog stuffs and reading my old write-ups, I cannot but be distracted by the “likes”.  To be honest, I have just few “likes” and “few comments” in some of my write-ups, but these little things made me realized that even though I am not gaining something in “wasting” my time for blogging, I have inspired people in my story.  Though they are only few, I considered it as the greatest consolation that I received in my life.  From this inspiration, I believe that blogging is not all about business and a profit-gaining activity, but it’s all about leading, guiding, motivating, and inspiring people to move on into their lives who are being succumbed by the vicious cycle of monotonies and complexities of this generation.  Although I have still this longing to be at least gain something in blogging, to inspire someone and be appreciated by the blogs that you did is already enough for me to be proud of my efforts and my great attentiveness in blogging.

Indeed, to lead, to guide, to motivate, and to inspire people with my stories is the greatest achievement that I have ever experienced in my life as a blogger.  Whenever my write-ups are being appreciated and acknowledged, I cannot but humble myself.  With this, I realized that there are things in life which are greater than the value of gaining a profit in blogging.  Although I admit that there’s still a longing inside my heart to gain something on the efforts that I am exerting in blogging, I am still happy and contented that even though I am not gaining a cost in blogging, what counts is that I lead, guide, motivate, and inspire people; and it’s priceless.

My Experience as a “WIMPY” blogger (Part 4)

Pen-and-PaperIt’s hard to be motivated in life without an inspiration.  Inspiration serves as our energizer in order to be fully recharged in taking up demanding tasks and commitments.  Each and every one of us needs it especially when we feel weak and drained.  Hence, life is hard to be appreciated without the presence of inspiration which adds color and harmony to it.  Speaking of inspiration, I cannot escape myself with this reality that I too am in need of inspiration especially now that I am an aspiring blogger.  It’s hard to blog an interesting topic for my readers and viewers if you’re not inspired.  If I am not inspired it also affects also my write-ups on my blog.  Based on my experience, a blog that has no inspiration as an ingredient is a boring and a tasteless blog.  So, the tendency is that people will not read it or simply they will just ignore it.  From this I realized that inspiration does a lot of miracles and surprises in life.  Though it is just temporary and limited into our daily struggles in life, it has a revitalizing and motivating factor that greatly affects the entirety of a person’s conviction and experience.  Hence, inspiration is so important in our lives because it encourages us to move on with a happy heart and a smile in our faces despite the emerging complexities, anxieties, and burdens of life.

In my experience as an aspiring blogger, it really takes a lot of inspiration in order to pursue a blogging career.  Actually, before I begin to do my write-ups for my blog I pray first to God in order to ask for inspiration and enlightenment.  Indeed, it is a consolation with my part as blogger that I offer to God first all my insights and ideas before I blog it because from this simple act I am able to perceive that God does not fail me to grant all the necessary inspirations and motivations that I need.  From this, I am feeling that I am relieved even though blogging is a laborious and demanding activity.  From the past nine years I recognize that blogging is not a matter of accumulating followers and viewers, and craving for “likers”; it’s a matter of the heart that is willing to inspire, motivate, and encourage others to move on with their lives.  To conclude this, there’s a lesson that I learned from blogging, i.e. when you are inspired it’s worth sharing.

My Experience as a “WIMPY” blogger (Part 3)

Develop-success-from-failures.-Discouragement__quotes-by-Dale-Carnegie-87My mind is blank today.  I don’t know what to write and reflect upon because I am bothered with so many conflicts, problems, and difficulties in life.  It’s really so hard to chase the impossible stars that you are aspiring for in life when you are hopeless.  When to hope seems to tough, discouragement arises, and so, I am out of focus today.  As an aspiring blogger I consider discouragement as a disease.  It occurs whenever I am too preoccupied with so many things especially in terms of other important obligations and relationships.  I have just realized that the more you are really doing your best in being consistent on following and fulfilling your dreams and aspirations in life, the more it also makes you prone from the pangs of boredom, uneasiness, mental black-out, and discouragement.  Thus, there’s no easy way in achieving one’s dreams and aspirations.  It takes time and effort, but it strengthens our motivation to succeed.

As I reflect upon the discouragement that I feel today, one of the insights coming from Lao Tzu popped-up into my mind which says; a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.  He’s right.  Success can never be achieved unless we consider every humble beginning that we encounter in our struggles.  Big things come from small things, so small things should never be underestimated.  As we struggle along the way, it’s an undeniable factor that discouragement is a fact of every person’s determination.  But, we should never stop chasing and reaching the unreachable star of our dreams and aspirations in life.  Discouragement is always there trying to block our way as we continue to move on, but we should not forget that it could also serve as our stepping stone towards success.  From this insight, I learned that I should never be afraid of discouragement.  How could I achieve and reach my dreams and aspirations if I will allow myself to be affected by the blows of discouragement?  Bearing this in mind, I should not treat it as a threat but as a friend.  Now, I realize, I should not give up whenever discouragements seem to dim my vision, instead, I should divert it as single steps that will lead me towards the path of success.    

My Experience as a “WIMPY” blogger (Part 1)

10526142_10202759897735632_861725259700457231_nSomeone asked me this question: “Why are you wasting your time blogging and writing knowing the fact that you’re not even gaining a profit from it?”  I stopped writing, I look into his eyes and answer him; “I am not writing and blogging for the sake of profit, I just want to reach my dream to become a motivational writer someday that would inspire people to continue moving on with their lives despite the trials and difficulties that they are experiencing.  From this simple activity, I would also like to inspire people to reach their dreams no matter how difficult their journey, and also I would like that people may be aware that the path for change and conversion is still possible until now based on my experiences.”

I started this blog way back 2009. I did not expect that I will gain any profit with this blog.  I just want to inspire people by my blogs without any cost in return.  Unfortunately, some of my friends are discouraging me to blog because it’s just a waste of time and energy, but I did not give up blogging my insights and experiences.  Although it is difficult for me to be consistent in blogging, I still did not stop.  I still continued in spite of its hardships and demands because I believed that I am doing this not for my own benefit, but for the benefit of those people who are longing for answers and encouragements with their lives.

The one that I long as a blogger whose want is to inspire people is that I want to make my blog in WordPress as my personal blog or as my own webpage.  This is my only dream for myself as I am already blogging already for six years.  I don’t have any sufficient funding for my blog, because I just only receive an allowance sufficient enough for my personal needs.  I don’t have any efficient laptops like iPad, tablets, or smartphones that will make my blogging more consistent.  All that I have is an old Steno notebook, a pen, and an old desktop computer which I consider as my only “precious things” as a blogger.  To be honest, I long for an opportunity in blogging that will give me just a little amount of profit for sustaining my blog, but until now I didn’t find any.  Even though I have this impossible and unreachable dream as a blogger, I did not stop blogging my insights and experiences. 

Blogging is my passion and it is my way of expressing my insights and experiences that hopefully will give inspiration and motivation for my readers.  Despite the fact that for others blogging is just a waste of time and energy, but for me it’s a blessing because it serves and caters me as a means to see myself and my struggles in life as I put it into writing and blogging.  As a blogger, I will continue what I have started even though I am not gaining something.  I believe, what I am doing is a noble thing which also contributes something to people’s lives and for those who are searching for meanings and reasons of their existence here on earth.     

A Lesson on Consistency

consistencyConsistency is one of my greatest stumbling blocks as an aspiring writer.  I have dreamt of becoming a motivational writer and speaker someday, but it seems that I am reaching for a star that so impossible to withhold, because of being inconsistent.  As an aspiring writer, inconsistencies do not only make me clumsy and tardy in writing and reading, but it also makes me prone to the disease called “scarcity of words.”  So, the inspiration and motivation inside of me to write and read as much as I can is sometimes being triggered by the stumbling block called inconsistencies.  When this happened to me, writing and reading seems to be losing its taste and ardor for me, and it’s very hard for me to go on because I always start from the beginning.

consistency (1)When I was typing in my blog and searching for a quotation about a certain topic, I found an encouraging quotation that speaks about consistency and also related to my situation.  The quotation says; “Small disciplines repeated with consistency everyday lead to great achievements gained slowly overtime.”  In my great surprise, this quotation comes from one of my favorite motivational speakers and writers, i.e. John C. Maxwell.  From his quotes I realized that I need to push myself all the more in order that I may adopt discipline to pursue with my dreams.  Really, it takes a lot of practice and pain in order that my aspirations may come true.  It is the only way, and I believe that if I will take it seriously with consistency, dreaming an impossible dream and reaching it with consistency is possible.

d21f1e59e9208e2e77b62cd3c17fd2f3In this world that we live in, great motivational speakers and writers start from a consistent and humble beginning.  Yes, I believe in this proposition because all of them experienced pain before they become one of the great.  Me, too, is convinced that I will not be able to reach this dream that I am aspiring for if I will not take the risk of experiencing pain and being consistent in this aspiration which is so tasking and difficult, yet great and contributive.